soooooooooooooooooo.....
what happened here?
critiques?
havn't seen that like....ever
or I may not have payed attention....WHO KNOWS

anyhooooooooooo
i'm bAAAAAAAAaaaaaack
(sort of)

yah I needed some time in the real world for a bit lol
so NO...I havn't died haha

woooooooow....I REALLY have a lotta catchin up to do..... as if my flvs wasn't enough that's right kiddy's.....this little mexican has to do florida virtual school.

*ahem* STORYYYYY TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME!!!

WELL, I havn't really drawn anything since the end of school. THIS little mexican has been busy busy busy busy
I ALMOST got a job lol payed 8oo dollars a week....... yup.....sept I had to turn it down.
I know what your thinking............
"have you gone LOCO!?!"
"you could have bought that camera you alway's wanted,games, the works!!!"
HECK EVEN A CAR!!!
but alas........we also had church activiy's planned... it was either THAT.....or no church activiy's and camp
don't regret it honestly. BESIDES, I can get a job any old time.
this summer is the last chance I will have to spend time with my bf.
were not breaking up
we talked about it and were gonna have a long distance relationship.
and NO
i'm not gonna go into that
lol were staying together END OF DISSCUSSION ^_^*
now that THAT'S settled.
yeah, all i've done lately over the summer is try to do stick to my to do list.
*ahem*
1. clean (house of course)
2.put stuff in order in my comp
3.hang out with boyfriend as much as possible (not actualley on there but I AM doing it this one's not so hard)
4.do flvs stuff
5.feed my neopet
6.TRY not to go insane in the house Xp
7.and put my photos and video's in order

lol not that long but it keeps me busy......TRUST ME
OH my bf turned 18 by the by.
ha ha he's a LEGAL adult. According to him it's not that exciting other than the fact that he can now get MORE jobs that pay more lol
as for the churhc activites they've been great. so far we've done two. and on the 16th were going to ocala to go to wild waters. We went to fanning springs, and orlando to blizzard beach (i'm going to turn into a FISH by the time it get's cold again) so yeah. been doin a lotta swimmin lately. I had to help out with a church event called boomerang express for the kiddies. (I was quite glad when that was over with lol )
so how was everyone's 4th of july? ^_^. mine was so so. we went to this family reunion of a friend of my moms at church and guess what I did?.............
I SWAM lol. yah I swam in thier pool all day. I met a guy named Josh and we hung out till he had to leave. He was pretty cool, THAT....aaaand he was the only one who was sorta kinda my age lol. He didn't believe me when I told him MINE lol.
yeah yeah, one more friggin short joke outta anyone BUT me and i'll slit cha throat
ANYHOO, he ALSO went to my church sun. morn
it's been great. been takin a lotta pictures......
OH YA
my mom found this tiny little camera at the flea market
it's not the cam of my dreams BUT it works pretty good for a hand me down. lol so I guess I sorta kinda got what i wanted. STILL want a better one but it's better than my celly ^_^
she found two actualley. the bigger one's more decent but it sucks the energy outta the batterie's like CRAZY. no joke, I put in fresh one's and as soon as I turned it one.....it was like....at the halfway mark gah!
OH and I now have an mp3 player...sort of lol
it's a little device with which you put your music on a micro SD. and insert it into the slot and VUALA! music yaaaaaaay!
again it's not the device of my dreams but it beats having to carry around a cd player and huge box fulla cd's


YUP can't complain....other than me having to do flvs this summer has been good to me.
le sigh........at the moment I am moping around the house trying to get stuff done.........doing flvs at the moment.......
your probly wondering why i'm moping I suppose.....well last week my bf had to go with his mom to miami to be with relatives all weekend....so I wasn't able to make much contact with him seeing as he had no comp. no cell min. and no other phone's available
he texts me but.......only like....a few.
AND he is scheduled to go to ta college thing TODAY and come back fri.
he was SUPPOSED to come back to his house yesterday so I could at least have ONE full day of contact with him over i.m. but thier car broke down on the way back, so he had to go back because it was closer (I was happy with the fact that everone was o.k.).
I worried myself silly wondering if he was o.k........this wouldn't have happened had mom not put on the news so much and I practicalley heard crazy stuff happenin over there.....random shootouts, kiddnappings.....ya....long story short he couldn't. and today he left to go to the college thing...... he gave me one last text before he left telling me he came back o.k.....but I still worry a little.......THAT...and I miss him lol
the only thing I look forward to now is sun.
can't wait to see him...le sigh....so ya i'm just going crazy because I won't be able to hear from him till fri......le sigh....
so NOW i'm just keeping myself busy.
which is why I decided to FINALLEY after putting it off so long
RENEW MY JOURNAL!!!!! lol
I think I told a few people I was back before but for some reason my comp has some sort of malfunction with deviant art........
I dunno. but that's ONE of my reason why it took me so long to officaley be back on deviant art lol
others were that I was busy again, and had to do other stuff.
but i'm back (sort of). I say sort of because i'm STILL busy so i'll be kinda on and off and try my best to keep my stuff up to date.
I have more drawings TO POST but as I said I havn't drawn since the beginning of summer.
been busy and what not. (i'm such a procrastinator though lol)

ahem on to my daily nonsense
I see that there's more stuff on deviant art......anyone care to fill me in? OOOH!!!!!!!! JOURNALS SKINS?! FOR REALS?! lol kewl! as you can see I have discovered journals skins. I would TOTALLEY go all crazy nutso and start pickin buuuuut unfortunatley i'm not a subscriber. *pouts* oh well *shrugs*
there's one thing that shocked me big time when I saw my messages other than the ridiculous amount of journals and polls I missed.

that SO MANY PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME!!! LOL
*cue geico commercial music*
and so many faaaaaves
WOW lol ooh and I was actualley missed lol yay's
I see alot of people like my little mexi mime and le sigh pic
AWESOME 8D
le sigh is my fave actualley, I think my charcters look thier best here ^_^


WELL i'll see if I can post some stuff real quick and go back to my flvs.
that's all for now folks! (that's a lie seeing as I have more to tell but then what'll I use to use as filler for my journal? lol and sides......this one's long enough as it is )
this is the crazy little mexican concluding this new journal.
and may I say I am glad to be back

P.S. R.I.P michael jackson